Hello, my friend. Come sit with me a while.
I've missed this --- just the two of us, and the quiet space between one thread of the tapestry and the next. Last time, I told you about Jan Frans Willems, that stubborn, brilliant man who stood in the middle of a language fight in the Low Countries and refused to let Flemish be treated like a poor cousin to French. I hope his story stayed with you a little. I hope you thought of him once or twice since.
Today we go somewhere different --- Italy, of all places, under a sun that has nothing to do with Wales at all. And yet, somehow, everything to do with it.
I saw something today that troubled me. I want to tell you about it, and then I want to tell you why, in the end, it turned out all right.
Are you comfortable? Good.
Let's begin.
I was standing in a warehouse --- one of hundreds I've stood in, over the centuries, because someone always thinks old paper is worth less than the shelf it sits on. Sacks of it, stacked to the rafters. A man with an inkstained ledger was calling out weights, not titles. Not authors. Weights. Twelve pounds, going once. Eight pounds, going twice.
I hate this part. I've hated it every time.
Because paper doesn't announce what it is before it's gone. A stack of loose, foxed pages looks exactly the same whether it's somebody's grocery accounts or the only surviving copy of a poem nobody will ever get to read again. The buyers don't know. Half the time, even the sellers don't know. It's just weight, and weight has a price, and somewhere behind that price is a cart, and behind the cart is a pulping wheel, and behind the pulping wheel is a fishmonger who needs something to wrap a cod in by morning.
I watched a bundle go up on the block. Grammar books, someone said, foreign ones, nobody's asked for them in years. My whole body went still. I know how this story usually ends.
I took a breath. And I let myself remember --- because I already knew how this particular story ended, and it wasn't in a fishmonger's stall.
There was a man, three hundred years before that warehouse, who wrote something so far from home, in a language so unlikely to survive its own century, that it should have been exactly the sort of thing that ends up as wrapping paper. It didn't. Somebody cared enough to stop it.
I want to tell you about him. His name was Gruffydd Robert.
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Let me take you back. Wales, the 1520s. A boy named Gruffydd Robert is born in Caernarfonshire, in the shadow of mountains that don't care one bit about kings or queens or which church you kneel in. His mother, by some accounts, came from a family of poets --- and even as a small child, before he ever crossed water, Gruffydd was given a taste of something most people never get: the strict, demanding music of Welsh poetry. Cynghanedd, it's called. Don't worry about pronouncing it perfectly --- I've had six hundred years and I still trip on it sometimes. Just know this: it is intricate. Consonants must echo each other in precise patterns within a single line. It takes years to learn properly, the old way --- sitting at a master's feet, listening, failing, listening again.
That was Gruffydd's inheritance before he ever owned a word of Latin.
He went to Oxford. He earned his degree. And in 1558, still a young man, he was made archdeacon of Anglesey --- a real position, real authority, the kind of appointment that should have settled him into a long, comfortable Welsh life.
It lasted about a month.
Queen Mary died. Elizabeth took the throne. And with her came new laws --- the Acts of Supremacy and Uniformity --- that asked every priest in England and Wales to accept the queen, not the Pope, as head of the church. Gruffydd wouldn't. Couldn't, really --- not according to what he believed. And so, along with his uncle, a fellow priest named Morys Clynnog, he did what a great many people of conscience did in that century: he left.
Not for a season. Not for a year while things cooled down. He left Wales and never went home again.
He and Clynnog crossed into Europe --- through Flanders, through the Low Countries, eventually down into Italy itself. By 1563 they were in Rome, and Gruffydd was ordained a priest there, far from the archdeaconry that had barely had time to know his name. Both men took up posts at the English Hospice, caring for pilgrims and exiles just like themselves.
And then Gruffydd's path bent again --- this time toward Milan, and toward a man who would shape the rest of his life: Cardinal Carlo Borromeo, one of the most formidable churchmen of the age. Borromeo noticed him. Trusted him. Made him one of his own confessors.
So picture it, my friend. A Welsh boy raised on strict-meter poetry and mountain rain, now standing in the marble hush of a Milanese cathedral, hearing Italian on every side, serving a prince of the Church who had never once set foot in Wales.
That is where our story really begins.
Here is something I don't think gets said often enough: exile is not one clean cut. It's a thousand small ones, arriving over years.
Gruffydd settled into Milanese life. He was made canon theologian of the cathedral. Chaplain to a convent. Overseer of the seminaries. Diocesan censor. Ambassador, of a sort, for Borromeo himself. By every outward measure, he thrived --- a foreigner who had made himself indispensable.
But here is the small cut, the one that must have stung more than it should have: in 1582, after more than twenty years in Italy, Borromeo quietly released him from preaching in the cathedral. Not for any failure of learning --- no one doubted his mind. It was his accent. Two decades of speaking Italian every single day, and he still sounded, unmistakably, like a man from somewhere else. Wales was still in his mouth.
Don't tell anyone I told you this, but I think that's when the grammar started to matter to him differently. If Italian would never fully claim him --- if his tongue would always betray where he'd come from --- then maybe the thing to do wasn't to erase that difference. Maybe it was to go the other direction entirely. To take the language that had marked him as foreign everywhere he went, and give it a shape so precise, so scholarly, so undeniably real, that it could never again be dismissed as some rough thing spoken only by mountain shepherds.
He'd already started, in fact, years before. On Saint David's Day, 1567 --- Wales's own feast day, chosen on purpose, I'd wager --- the first part of his grammar came off the press of a Milanese printer named Vincenzo Girardoni. He called it Dosbarth Byrr: a brief analysis. Modest title. Anything but a modest act.
And he didn't write it as a dry list of rules. He wrote it as a conversation --- two voices, a teacher and a pupil, talking in a vineyard under an Italian sun, in Welsh, about Welsh. The teacher was Gruffydd himself. The pupil was 'Mo' --- his uncle, Morys Clynnog, the very man who'd crossed the sea with him decades before.
I want you to sit with that scene for a moment, because it's stranger and more tender than it first sounds. Picture it: rows of grapevines, warm stone, two Welshmen a thousand miles from home, speaking the one language neither of them had to explain to the other. That's the whole grammar. An argument for why Welsh deserves rules, staged as an act of love between two exiles who understood each other perfectly, even when no one else around them could.
Then the years turned harder. In 1576, plague came to Milan. And here Gruffydd did something I have watched very few people do when death is loose in the streets --- he didn't retreat. He met, week after week, with a physician named Ludovico Settala, coordinating between the church and the medical college, district by district, deciding who needed care and where. That's not comfort offered from a safe distance. That's logistics, done in a city where going outside could kill you, done again and again because someone had to.
And then, one after another, the people in his life began to go. Morys Clynnog --- his uncle, his pupil in the dialogue, his companion since Wales --- drowned, around 1582. Two years later, Cardinal Borromeo died as well, the master Gruffydd calls "my lord" in the grammar's own pages.
Both men, gone.
And Gruffydd kept writing the dialogue anyway.
The second part of the grammar didn't appear until after Borromeo's death --- likely because, freed at last from his cathedral duties, Gruffydd finally had the hours to spare. And in it, 'Mo' is still there. Still asking questions. Still arguing gently about grammar in the vineyard, the same as always. A third part came, on the intricate rules of cynghanedd. A fourth, on the ancient strict meters of Welsh poetry, the same music that had lived in Gruffydd since he was a boy. He kept the conversation running for decades after both of the men in it had left this world --- Clynnog still speaking, Borromeo still watching from somewhere just off the page.
I don't think that was an accident. I think that was how Gruffydd Robert chose to keep them.
Here is what almost nobody outside a handful of scholars understood at the time, and what I want you to understand now: before Gruffydd Robert, no one had ever really tried to explain Welsh to itself.
Latin had grammars. Italian had grammars --- Renaissance Italy was drunk on the idea that a proper language needed proper rules, the same care given to Cicero given to the tongue people spoke in the street. Welsh had none of that. It had bards, and it had memory, and it had centuries of extraordinary poetry --- but it had never been written down as a system. Never been told, in its own structure, what it was.
Gruffydd changed that. He wasn't only recording spelling and syntax, though he did that too, carefully, so that a Welsh speaker "wouldn't speak amiss, nor write wrongly," as he put it. He was making an argument --- that Welsh could be a language of scholarship, on equal footing with the great classical tongues everyone around him revered. He showed how its vocabulary could be enriched, how Latin roots could be folded into it without breaking it. And tucked alongside the grammar itself, he preserved something just as precious: a small collection of Welsh poetry, printed and fixed on the page, and his own partial translation of Cicero into Welsh prose --- proof, plain and simple, that the language could carry the weight of the classical world just as well as Italian could.
Not everyone welcomed it. There was a man named Owen Lewis, a contemporary, sharp-tongued and not unkind, who said something that must have landed hard: that Gruffydd and his uncle had been away from Wales too long. That whatever learning they carried, they no longer understood what the Welsh people actually needed. It's a fair question, when you think about it. What right does a man have to define a homeland's language, when he hasn't set foot in that homeland for thirty years?
Gruffydd never answered that argument with words. He answered it the only way that mattered --- by finishing the work. Part after part, decade after decade, long after anyone would have blamed him for setting it aside.
And here is the quiet truth underneath all of it: his distance wasn't a disqualification. It was the very thing that let him see Welsh clearly enough to describe it. When you're standing inside a language every day of your life, you rarely stop to ask what holds it together --- the same way you don't think about the floor beneath your feet until it's gone. Gruffydd had lost his floor. And in the losing, he'd learned exactly what it was made of.
He never went home. Not once, in all those years. But because of what he built in that Milanese vineyard, on paper, in a dialogue with two men who eventually could only speak to him from memory --- Welsh itself had something to carry forward, whether he ever set foot on Welsh soil again or not.
I want to tell you something I've watched happen again and again, across centuries so far apart they shouldn't rhyme with each other at all. But they do.
I think of Gruffydd Robert now, and I can't help but think of two other men, worlds away from that vineyard and from each other.
One of them was named Sequoyah --- a Cherokee man, a silversmith, who couldn't read or write in any language at all. He watched people make marks on paper and somehow say the exact same words twice, and something in him wouldn't let that alone. For twelve years, working almost entirely by himself, he built a way to write his own language from nothing --- not by copying anyone else's alphabet, but by listening, truly listening, until he'd found every distinct sound the Cherokee language makes, and given each one a shape. When he finished, his people learned to read and write in a matter of years, not generations.
The other was a Yup'ik man on the Kuskokwim, called Uyaquq --- Helper Neck, some knew him. He too had never learned to read. He watched missionaries speak scripture aloud from a page, always the same words, and it fascinated him past sleeping. Over about five years, he built a script for his own tongue, evolving it from pictures into something closer to a true writing system. And here's the part that stays with me: he refused, on purpose, to ever learn English. He was afraid that if he did, he might lose the very thing he was trying to save.
Three men. Three centuries. Three languages. None of them knew of the others. None of them were trying to be remembered.
But look at what they were actually doing, each in his own vineyard, each in his own kind of exile --- because I'd argue Sequoyah and Uyaquq were exiles too, just from a different direction: pushed to the edges of worlds that were changing faster than anyone had agreed to. All three of them took something that had only ever been able to live in the space between a speaker and a listener --- voice to ear, breath to breath, needing a living person on both ends every single time --- and they gave it a shape that didn't need that anymore. A shape that could sit quietly on a shelf, or in a drawer, or yes, even in a warehouse full of paper waiting to be weighed --- and still be there, whole, when someone finally came looking.
Gruffydd built on something he never had to invent: a music that was already singing in him since boyhood, cynghanedd, bardic rhythm, the sound of Wales before he ever left it. What he made possible was this --- that someone who had never once sat at a bard's feet, never once heard the old masters teach it aloud, could still, someday, open his grammar and learn to speak it right.
That's the whole of it, really. Not one man saving a language from silence. Three men, unknown to each other, making sure their languages would never again depend on any one person staying alive, staying present, staying close enough to be heard.
So let me ask you something, and you don't have to answer out loud --- just let it sit with you a while.
Is there something in your life right now that only survives because you're the one still carrying it? A story your grandmother told you, that no one's written down. The particular way your family says grace, or argues, or forgives each other. A skill someone taught you with their hands over yours, guiding the motion, that you've never once had to explain in words because you were always just --- shown.
These things feel permanent while we're inside them. They don't feel fragile. But they are. They're only ever one generation away from needing someone like Gruffydd, or Sequoyah, or Uyaquq --- someone willing to sit down and do the unglamorous work of giving shape to something that's only ever lived in the space between two people.
You don't have to build a grammar. You don't have to invent an alphabet. Maybe it's smaller than that --- a letter written down, a video recorded on a quiet afternoon, an evening spent actually asking an elder to tell you the long version of the story, and listening all the way through this time.
I only ask because I've watched too many precious things vanish simply because everyone assumed there'd be more time.
There usually isn't.
Before you go, I want to give you a taste of where we're headed next.
Next time, we leave Wales and Italy behind entirely, and travel to Korea, in the age of King Sejong --- to a man named Chang Yŏngsil. He was born about as low as the world of his time allowed a person to be born. And yet he became one of the greatest inventors his kingdom ever produced --- water clocks, rain gauges, instruments that read the sky itself. A man the palace needed, built almost entirely by hand, out of nothing but skill and stubbornness.
And then, one day, something went wrong. And Chang Yŏngsil disappears from the record almost as suddenly as he appeared in it.
I'll tell you what I know. I'll tell you what I don't. Come back and find out together.
This podcast is sponsored by the Traveling Pulpers of the Via Emilia --- because someone, somewhere, is always deciding what gets to survive, and it might as well be you.
Thank you for sitting with me today, and for sitting with Gruffydd Robert --- a man who lost his home and, in the losing, gave his language one it would never lose again.
Much love.
I am, Harmonia.